My Love...

 LEE TEUK <3 

oh gosh he so handsome..i tink im falling in love wif him..oh i hope dat i will get sum1 like him in my life..so cute , handsome , sexy n else la his perfect !!!!

wht ever hppen he is mine !!!!

Lee Teuk !!!! 

LOVE ??

LOVE...

wht is love ?

do u noe ?

how it feels ?

when we cn feel it ?

is it hurts ?

how we cn noe dat we in love ?

cn we feel it wif anybody ?

cn we feel it wif evryone ?

do u hve feel it ?

wif a boy or girl ?

do u in love ?

ouh so mny question bout love..

i wan to answer all de questions..

4 me love is devide by 2..

one is love n another one is true love..

love cn be wif anyone bt true love juz 4 one prson..

love cn easier to find bt true love is hard to find..

love is like we love our mum , dad , fmily , frens n else

bt true love juz 4 one prson hu will be apart of our life..

its hard to find cz not all human r siyez in a relationship..

it feel so romantic..

wen one man n one women r hving a relaionship

they will feel it..

sumtimes its hurt bt sumtimes its not..

its depends on de prson hu in love..

we cn noe dat we in love wen we always tink bout dat prson ,

we always talk bout him/her ,

our heart feel sumtink wen we saw him/her..

i was feel it n im in love now..

i was fall in love wif both of them wif boy n girl

bt its not a girl act its col 'pengkid'..

i was falling in love wif one boy n 3 penk

n now im in love wif a boy , Mohd Faiz..

i hope dat he's my true love...

dats all my opinion bout love..

so how bout u ???

CINta ABadi ( Part 3 )

   Today is 25/5/2010 , i mkin mmbsr n now im 21 n today is me n Irfan 6th anniversary hehe..wow its so great cz i nver tot dat we will together until now..i xsgka yg jdoh kmi pnjg tp pape un Alhamdulillah la cz i sgt3 sygkn Irfan n he also huhu..ofcoz la syg gler2 an da 6taon kott cpl..n like usual , ktorg akn kuar wif fmily to clebrate our anniversary..n today also is my lucky day cz today Irfan hve propose me to be his wife..wow its so sweet la..tyme nga clebrate uh ttbe lak lampu trpdm n stu je 2 je lampu yg menyala mghala i n dy..dy nga dduk ats krusi smbil pgg gitar n nyanyi our favourite song , Cinta Antara Kita..he's so sweet la then after singing , dy menuju ke arh i n melutut dpn i nan de sbntuk cincin at tgn dy n he said , ' Farisha , i really3 love u n i wan u to be a partner of my life so would u like to be my wife ?? ' all ppl shout , ' SAY YES ! SAY YES ! ' i juz smiling n look at him n said , ' Yes , i  do , Irfan.. ' our fmily melompt2 da cm pe je cz very hepi ktorg akn brstu hgga akhir hyat..i sgt3 trharu nan cre dy propose i its so so so sweet n romantic..on 26/6/2010 , ktorg un brtunang la ikot cre islam an..kmi hnye jmput fmily2 trdkt , saudara-mara n mmbe2 rpat je..kmi brtunang at rumah i je cz xna la wt bsr2 sgt tyme menikah nnt bru wt bsr-bsrn..hehe ble msing2 da sarungkn cincin uh aty i trus rse hepi sgt3 n after dat ditruskn nan bcaan doa..Alhamdulillah akhirnye i da jd mlik Irfan bt ukn spnuhnye ag la tggu kawen nnt..kmi plih tarikh prkahwinn kmi pd 20/10/2010 sng ckit na igt an hehe..ag un i rse tyme uh tarikh yg strategik bg kmi huhu de jdoh uh de jdoh haha..
   Ag sebuln je kmi akn brnikah n i btoi2 xsaba2 ye la ukn gtai bt tkot di ambil org je haha..n now ktorg whole fmily sgt3 bz uruskn bju pngantin la , plamin la , hntrn la uh la nie la mcm2 la cmpai naek pning diwtnye..mama bsing sgt2 aw nie xbtoi la uh xbtoi la ye la dy na yg perfect 4 our wedding..i da cmpai dmm2 aw mybe cz pnt sgt kowt or mybe normal la uh an prasaan gmentar seseorg yg bkl jd pngantin hahaha..na mndri masjid nie ofcoz la agk gmentar ckit..haih trmsok ary nie ag 1mggu je i akn jd wife Irfan..i xtaw la npe aty i rse cm brdebar2 sgt n kdg uh rse xsedp aty aw i xtaw npe ble ckp at mama she's juz said dat mybe prasaan gmentar je kowt so i un oke la if mama ckp cm uh..mkin ary aty i mkin rse xslesa aw i rse cm de sumtink yg bruk akn trjd sblm mjlis prnikahn kmi..ble i cter at papa n mama dorg juz wt dunno je..then ble i cter at Irfan , dy akn diam n trus tukr topik cmpai la wt i lpe aw then trgendala cm uh je la soalan i haih saba je la..hurm eck kne g butik amik gaun pgantin n  i na g nan Irfan bt dy ckp xpyh biar dy g sorg2 i juz dok umh n tlg mama uruskn prsiapn hntrn an another else..ble dy ckp cm uh i rse xsedap aty aw cz dy if na g mne2 cnfrm akn ajk i bt not dis tyme..tp i mls na ckp pape mybe juz my feeling so i un oke je la biar dy g sorg2..dr pg cmpai la mlm dy xcmpai2 un ag i da mle rsow xsng dduk aw ke hulu ke hlir i jln da la xcntct lgsog ble i col xdpt dikesn lak..then dlm kui 9.35 p.m sumtink i dpt one col from numb yg i xknai..i un answer je la ne taw Irfan gne public fone or wht ever mybe fone dy abis bttery ke an..then ble answer uh de sorg laky nie tnye , ' Hello , nie Cik Farisha ke ? awk knai ke Mohd Irfan Haikal Bin Dato' Rosyam ? ' i un jwb , ' Ye sy Farisha tunang Irfan..if ley sy taw , nie cpew ye ? npe sbnrnye ? cmne awk ley knai Irfan ? ' org uh ckp , ' ouh sy org yg tlg Encik Irfan nie..sy trjmpe IC n fone encik nie ble tgk fone dy de numb awk sbb uh la sy col awk..sy na gtaw nie yg Encik Irfan tlah trlibat dlm kmlgn jln rye sbntr tdi n tlah dibwa ke Hospital Kuala Lumpur..skunk dy sdg dirwat di ruang ICU..sy mnx awk n fmily ke sni la ye sbb encik nie un sdg brtarung nyawa.. ' ya Allah ! sebaik sje i dgr uh , i trus lpskn fone i cmpai la brkecai jtuh ke lantai..i nanes teresak2 xdpt na thn ag..fmily smue trkjut tgk i thn dorg tnye i..ble i gtaw mreka sgt2 trkjut n trus brgrak ke hspital trsebut..dlm prjlnn mama plok i n sroh i brsaba n brdoa agr xde pape rjd at Irfan..stiba je kmi di hspital , i trus lari ke arh kaunter prtnyaan n tnye at jururwat di ruang ne Irfan dirwat skunk..kmi trus brlari ank ke ruang ICU n di sne i jmpe nan laky yg col i tdi then dy cter evrytink cz tyme uh dy de..i trus trdduk n brdoa , ' ya Allah ! aq brmhon kpdmu ya Allah..Engkau slmatkn la Irfan ya Allah..jn la Engkau mncabut nyawanye.. ' ps uh doc un kuar dr ruang ICU..then i trus tnye doc cmne keadaan Irfan..doc hnye mnundukkn kpale n mggeleng smbil brkte , ' sy mnx maaf krn tidk dpt menyelmtkn Irfan.. ' sejurus mndgr i xpk pape trus trdduk di ats lntai n menanes kesedihn..i xdpt mnahn tangisn uh ag..aty i rse spt ditusuk sembilu pedih sgt3..skunk i da xde cpew2 yg akn kuar brsme nan i stiap ary , bwk i g jln2 n mcm2 la..kni 25/5 n 26/6 hnye tggl kngn..i btoi2 xkuat hdapi smue nie..ecknye , myat Irfan dikebumikn n kmi mmbce yasin di kburnye..kmi jgak mnsedekahkn al-fatihah kpd arwah..mama hnye memlok i tok tngkn i cz i btoi2 xstabil i still xley trime knyataan yg Irfan da mniggal dnie..ble tbe je di umh i trnmpk byg2 Irfan sdg tggu i dpn umh tok bwk i kuar jln2..ble i lari ke arh byg2 uh ttbe ilg n i akn mle menanes..i btoi2 xsgke Irfan akn prgi scpt nie..i da mcm org gler skunk nie stiap ary i akn ckp sorg2 aw mama mara i ckp sorg2 so i gtaw la mama , ' Ma , Farisha nga smbg nan Irfan la mama sje je wt2 xnmpk aw..an syg , mama nie ske cm uh wt2 xnmpk u lak pe la menantu sndri un xnmpk haha klakar je mama nie.. ' mama sgt2 trkjut ble i ckp cm uh n dy trus nanes n gtaw papa..dorg un da xtaw na wt pe nan i..da hmpir sethun i wt prangai cmnie ske ckp sorg2 , jup gelak jup nanes , tgk pic Irfan n ckp nan pic uh n mcm2 ag la da btoi2 cm org gler aw..then papa decide na bwk i jmpe pkr kaunselor tok bg kte2 smgt at i..at 1st i xna aw ble papa gtaw bt then i dgr suare Irfan sroh i g so i un juz said oke to papa n mama..da hmpir 2buln i dikaunselingkn n de prubhn ckit n i da ley trime knyataan ckit la bt not at all la..then after 1 year later bru i btoi2 da ley lpekn kish silam i n mlekn idop yg bru..now im hepi wif my life juz sumtimes la i trigt at Irfan tp xsetruk dlu..now i nga nga at London jurusn prubtn na jd cm papa n mama hehe..wlau un i hepi2 bt i still igtkn Irfan n  i promise dat i'll nver frget Irfan n i'll love him until i die..only Irfan in my heart ! no one cn replace it juz Irfan ! 

~ JODOH PERTEMUAN DI TANGAN ALLAH.. ~

STIAP PRTEMUAN PSTI AKN DE PRPISAHN JD ITE AS MNUSIA REDHA JE LA NAN KETENTUAN-NYA..

CINta ABadi ( Part 2 )

   Today , i will meet Irfan n try to get him like i was promise last nite..i un sroh la Pak Bahar anta i at umh dy..haa lpe lak na cter yg Pak Bahar nie la driver kesygn i..wlau un dy driver tp i syg dy sgt2 da cm bpak i cz he's so kind la dy un da aggp i cm ank dy hehe..oke we continue la eh..then ble da cmpai at umh Irfan , i ckp la at maid dy uh yg i na jmpe Irfan bt maid dy ckp yg dy xna jmpe i dy mara2 i so i pe ag wt la drama i uh an well Farisha is a ' Drama Queen ' haha..i un wt la mke cdeyh n merayu pnye merayu cmpai la dy cair..akhirnye dy buang gak ego dy uh n jmpe nan i..yes ! well done Farisha ! haha..dy un bwk la i g tmn umh dy uh cz dy tkot trjd cm smlm haha kecut pnye jntn..pe ag tnpe buang mse i un wt la lakonan i dpn dy i nanes n mnx maaf at dy..i melutut n plok kaki dy mnx maaf fuhh if korg tgk cm real siot air mte un kuar btoi2 aw hehe drama queen always like dat..then dy pgg bahu i n sroh i bgun..dy ckp , ' oke Farisha dun cry anymore..i xley tgk girl nanes cz i akn rse brslh..oke oke like dis la i forgive u bt u hve to promise me dat u will chnge ur attitude..as woman , u kne jge maruah idop u k..jgn wt cm smlm da..jnji nan i u akn ubh prangai u k.. ' haih disbbkn i na biar dy xmara i da so i un jnji je la hehe bjet i btoi2 na brubh derr xde mknenye..haha then we juz chit chat n story bout our life n all dat la..its getting late so i go back home la..be4 go back , i kiz pipi dy hehe lmbut je ske aw..sjak uh stiap ary we hang out together go to Bukit Bintang , Times Square , KLCC , Pavillion n mcm2 ag la tmpt ktorg g..kdg2 uh our fmily go to China , US n else la..mkin lme i n Irfan mkin rpat aw ye la hmpir stiap ary jmpe , mcj n col..kdg2 dy col i kdg2 i col dy..at one day , wen we out he said sumtink , ' Farisha , u emg xpna smbhyg ke ? ' ble i dgr dy tnye cm uh i xtaw npe ttbe je air mte i kuar..i un ckp la , ' Tak pna wlau skali un..dlu tyme kcik2 i slaluw ikot mama n papa smbhyg bt wen im 14 , i smkin ilg rse cntekn agme islam n mkin lme i mkin kurg solat..ble mama n papa tnye i da solat ke lom i ckp suda tp sbnrnye i xsolat un i dgr lagu , tgk vdeo blue n kdg2 uh i nga wt sex wif sum1 in my room bt mama n papa xpna taw un pcl nie..dorg trlalu cyekn i cmpai i tipu un dorg xtaw.. ' i un xtaw npe ble i cter at Irfan pcl smue uh i nanes pdhal sblm nie i bgge idop i cm uh..after dat aty i rse lega ckit..Irfan sgt3 trkjut ble dpt taw i cter cm uh bt dy phm npe i jd cm uh then dy un ckp ' Farisha , emg adt mnusia cm uh msty de kesilpn yg dilakukn..ya i xpna ckp un i nie alim ke pe cz i noe im not too perfect cz nobody is perfect in dis world only Nabi Muhammad s.a.w..i un de wt kesilpn gak emg kesilpn i xspt u bt still melggr printah agme..ite nie mnusia biase jd mmbuat kesilpn uh da dikre adt aw tp jgn la ble ckp cm uh ite un leka n sng2 ag wt dosa..ite kne la ubh dri ite ke arh kebaikn n taubat la slagi umo ite msih pnjg nie..jgn tggu ble na mty bru na nyesal da xde gne da un..emg susa na trus hindar dr dosa2 uh tp ite kne cbe..if ite de keyakinn n smgt tok taubat , Insyaallah ite akn brjye lakuknnye..so i hope u akn try ubh dri u n try to taubat cz u da dpt hidayah n pintu taubat msih trbke tok u Farisha.. ' i trus trsnyum ble dgr kte2 Irfan uh n dis is de 1st tyme i dgr btoi2 nsiht tntg agme cz sblm nie i emg xbrmnat na dgr bt i also dunno y dis tyme i jd ske na dgr aw mybe btoi ckp Irfan , i da dpt hidayah n pintu taubat i msih trbke so im promise to chnge myself..

   Ary nie , prtme kly dlm idop i bgun kui 6 a.m tok solat subuh nan papa n mama..dorg agk pelik cz sblm nie i xpna solat nan dorg bt ttbe ary nie i join dorg bt they juz frget it n strted solat..Alhamdulillah i still igt ustazah aja dlu cre amik wuduk n cre tok solat..bt de gak la i rse kekok ckit ye la da hmpir 2taon lbih i xsolat..lps solat aty i rse cm tng je n mke i rse sejuk je xmcm slaluw mybe nie la kehbtn Islam..then like usual i akn kuar nan Irfan bt ary nie i pkai pkaian yg sopan gak la xde la trdedah sgt cm dlu n Irfan sgt3 trkjut tgk prubhn i dy xsgka i ley brubh dlm mse 1mggu wlau un xde la ketara sgt prubhn i..dy hepi sgt ble dpt taw i stiap ary solat at umh nan papa n mama..kdg2 uh i solat nan Mak Nah n Kak Salmah , org gaji at umh i tp i xpna aggp dorg cm org gji sme la cm Pak Bahar uh..erm ary demi ary i mkin brubh n i da xwt prangai bohsia i uh..i da buang jauh2 dlm laut mty hahaha..Irfan , Pak Bahar , Mak Nah n Kak Salmah la yg byk tlg i tok kmbali ke pgkl jln..yg plg byk menolong ofcoz la Irfan hehe..today 25/5/2005 , Irfan melamar i tok jd tmn idop dy..dy ajk i cpl hehe im so hepi to hear dat so tnpe pk pape i trus trime lmrn dy hehe da cm melamar na kawen pdhal cpl je un haha..i hope sgt2 dat Irfan la tmn idop i cmpai mty cz dy sgt3 baek n ley jd sorg hsbnd yg brtggungjwb..ble pk2 blek rse klakar un de ye la ktorg mle2 xsehaluan ag un dy pna bnci i an bt now xsgka ktorg brstu as a sweet cpl huhu..i sgt3 hepi cmpai mama n papa un plik ye la ttbe je i snyum sorg2 an hehe..i tell papa n mama bout dis n they're so hepi n hope dat jdoh kmi akn kekal cmpai akhir hyat..

CINta ABadi ( Part 1 )

   Hello..i'm Puteri Nur Farisha Natasha Binti Prof. Dato' Dr. Haji Khairul Affendy..i seorg remaja yg bru berusia 16taon..i idop dlm kemewahn tidk spt org laen yg hnye idop dlm kesempitn..idop i dipenuhi dgn wang ringgit yg brjuta2 nilainye rsenye xkn abis tjuh kturunn un..papa , Prof. Dato' Dr. Haji Khairul Affendy Bin Dato' Haji Hasbullah seorg doktor pkr bedah n ahli politik yg sgt2 brjye..mama , Datin Dr. Hajah Sarah Fellina Binti Dato' Haji Zaiful seorg doktor pkr bedah n jgak mrupakan pengerusi Kelab Wanita2 Bersatu..idop i sgt2 simple cz evrytink yg i na i akn dpt dgn cpt je tnpe de ragu2..papa n mama sgt2 sygkn i ye la im de only their daughter dats y they so love me..idop i sgt bebas i ley g ne yg i na n i ley wt pe je tnpe de hlgn or kne mara..ag un sng je i na g mne2 un driver de 3 stu tok mama stu tok papa n one 4 me..its easy rite..i hve no bf now cz juz break off last week hehe so papa na knaikn i wif sum1 nie nme dy , Mohd Irfan Haikal Bin Dato' Rosyam..bt papa ckp mybe susa na tackle Irfan nie cz dy nie agk alim la gak wlau un xde la pkai cm org alim tp dy xpna tggl smbhyg n xpna wt mnde2 trktuk uh aw..mksodnye dy xpna sentuh mahkota sorg wanita tp im not believe it cz 4 me all men r sme oke..useless ! only wan a sex..erm papa n Uncle Rosyam r besfren since they child..they're not juz a bestfren bt also a business partner..tyme dinner fmily mlm nie papa ajk fmily dorg dtg umh n papa sroh i try tackle dat boy..its so easy 4 me la to tackle guys haha..papa taw i cn do it..mama juz smiling ble papa sroh i try to tackle Irfan cz they noe dat Irfan is a nice guy , hensem boy n very suitable 4 me la..tepat jam 8 p.m fmily dorg cmpai at rumh i so after heard de hon sound i un trun la nan pkai gaun kgmrn i yg sgt3 sexy brnilai hmpir RM500 uh..papa sroh i pkai bju uh so i juz do it cz i emg xske lwn ckp papa n mama huhu..ble i trun , Irfan pndg i nan wjah yg sgt trpegun tgk kecntikn n keseksian i..well Farisha always get wht she want..
   After dinner , our parents r talking each other so i ajk la Irfan msok blik i tok smbg2..mle2 dy xna cz dy tkot trjd pape so im said chill la juz na smbg2 je ukn na wt pape un ag un nobody were see us..then dy tros ikot i msok blik..our parents juz look at us wif a big smile cz they hepi to see us together..erm i un bwk la irfan msok blik i then ktorg dduk la ats ktil..mle2 dy dduk jauh dr i so i un pe ag trus la rpat nan dy ble dy na brgrak i trus pgg tgn dy..OMG ! i feel so horny now..in a very cool room wif an aircond is opened n he sit beside me wow its mke me so horny..i xthn sgt2 so tnpe pk pape i tros genggm tgn dy n hembuskn nfas i at leher dy then i jilat telinga dy..dy sgt3 trkjut ye la ttbe je an i wt cm uh at dy mne dy xtrkjut an..dy tolak bdn i bt nver mind i dun cre bout it la i noe at 1st always like dat bt juz wait n see wht will hppen after dis..all boys r sme la only wan our body so i will give it if he wan la its small mtter 4 me la cz so many guys i hve gave my body n they enjoy it hahaha..mama n papa also dun cre so i juz do it la..then i tarik dy dkt nan i n belai rmbut dy biar dy stim bt shed ! dy tolak tgn i n tros bgun n mara2 i..ckp uh la nie la n mle la bg ceramah agme at i..eeuu i  very hate ceramah agme k..hello , do i cre bout it..dun ever judge me i noe la all guys juz wan girl's body only so dun be so alim la Irfan..be4 he out from my room , i pull him n hug him wif a horny voice aaahhhhh so so so cool..he push me until i fell down then dy tros trun n ajk parents dy blek..our parents r so shock wen see us n ask me wht hppen so i juz said notink then im smiling n laughing hahahaha like notink hppening..i dun cre la if he juz leave me like dat its no prob la juz a small mtter..im promise dat i will get him wht ever hppen n he will be mine..dis is my promise !