Today , i will meet Irfan n try to get him like i was promise last nite..i un sroh la Pak Bahar anta i at umh dy..haa lpe lak na cter yg Pak Bahar nie la driver kesygn i..wlau un dy driver tp i syg dy sgt2 da cm bpak i cz he's so kind la dy un da aggp i cm ank dy hehe..oke we continue la eh..then ble da cmpai at umh Irfan , i ckp la at maid dy uh yg i na jmpe Irfan bt maid dy ckp yg dy xna jmpe i dy mara2 i so i pe ag wt la drama i uh an well Farisha is a ' Drama Queen ' haha..i un wt la mke cdeyh n merayu pnye merayu cmpai la dy cair..akhirnye dy buang gak ego dy uh n jmpe nan i..yes ! well done Farisha ! haha..dy un bwk la i g tmn umh dy uh cz dy tkot trjd cm smlm haha kecut pnye jntn..pe ag tnpe buang mse i un wt la lakonan i dpn dy i nanes n mnx maaf at dy..i melutut n plok kaki dy mnx maaf fuhh if korg tgk cm real siot air mte un kuar btoi2 aw hehe drama queen always like dat..then dy pgg bahu i n sroh i bgun..dy ckp , ' oke Farisha dun cry anymore..i xley tgk girl nanes cz i akn rse brslh..oke oke like dis la i forgive u bt u hve to promise me dat u will chnge ur attitude..as woman , u kne jge maruah idop u k..jgn wt cm smlm da..jnji nan i u akn ubh prangai u k.. ' haih disbbkn i na biar dy xmara i da so i un jnji je la hehe bjet i btoi2 na brubh derr xde mknenye..haha then we juz chit chat n story bout our life n all dat la..its getting late so i go back home la..be4 go back , i kiz pipi dy hehe lmbut je ske aw..sjak uh stiap ary we hang out together go to Bukit Bintang , Times Square , KLCC , Pavillion n mcm2 ag la tmpt ktorg g..kdg2 uh our fmily go to China , US n else la..mkin lme i n Irfan mkin rpat aw ye la hmpir stiap ary jmpe , mcj n col..kdg2 dy col i kdg2 i col dy..at one day , wen we out he said sumtink , ' Farisha , u emg xpna smbhyg ke ? ' ble i dgr dy tnye cm uh i xtaw npe ttbe je air mte i kuar..i un ckp la , ' Tak pna wlau skali un..dlu tyme kcik2 i slaluw ikot mama n papa smbhyg bt wen im 14 , i smkin ilg rse cntekn agme islam n mkin lme i mkin kurg solat..ble mama n papa tnye i da solat ke lom i ckp suda tp sbnrnye i xsolat un i dgr lagu , tgk vdeo blue n kdg2 uh i nga wt sex wif sum1 in my room bt mama n papa xpna taw un pcl nie..dorg trlalu cyekn i cmpai i tipu un dorg xtaw.. ' i un xtaw npe ble i cter at Irfan pcl smue uh i nanes pdhal sblm nie i bgge idop i cm uh..after dat aty i rse lega ckit..Irfan sgt3 trkjut ble dpt taw i cter cm uh bt dy phm npe i jd cm uh then dy un ckp ' Farisha , emg adt mnusia cm uh msty de kesilpn yg dilakukn..ya i xpna ckp un i nie alim ke pe cz i noe im not too perfect cz nobody is perfect in dis world only Nabi Muhammad s.a.w..i un de wt kesilpn gak emg kesilpn i xspt u bt still melggr printah agme..ite nie mnusia biase jd mmbuat kesilpn uh da dikre adt aw tp jgn la ble ckp cm uh ite un leka n sng2 ag wt dosa..ite kne la ubh dri ite ke arh kebaikn n taubat la slagi umo ite msih pnjg nie..jgn tggu ble na mty bru na nyesal da xde gne da un..emg susa na trus hindar dr dosa2 uh tp ite kne cbe..if ite de keyakinn n smgt tok taubat , Insyaallah ite akn brjye lakuknnye..so i hope u akn try ubh dri u n try to taubat cz u da dpt hidayah n pintu taubat msih trbke tok u Farisha.. ' i trus trsnyum ble dgr kte2 Irfan uh n dis is de 1st tyme i dgr btoi2 nsiht tntg agme cz sblm nie i emg xbrmnat na dgr bt i also dunno y dis tyme i jd ske na dgr aw mybe btoi ckp Irfan , i da dpt hidayah n pintu taubat i msih trbke so im promise to chnge myself..
Ary nie , prtme kly dlm idop i bgun kui 6 a.m tok solat subuh nan papa n mama..dorg agk pelik cz sblm nie i xpna solat nan dorg bt ttbe ary nie i join dorg bt they juz frget it n strted solat..Alhamdulillah i still igt ustazah aja dlu cre amik wuduk n cre tok solat..bt de gak la i rse kekok ckit ye la da hmpir 2taon lbih i xsolat..lps solat aty i rse cm tng je n mke i rse sejuk je xmcm slaluw mybe nie la kehbtn Islam..then like usual i akn kuar nan Irfan bt ary nie i pkai pkaian yg sopan gak la xde la trdedah sgt cm dlu n Irfan sgt3 trkjut tgk prubhn i dy xsgka i ley brubh dlm mse 1mggu wlau un xde la ketara sgt prubhn i..dy hepi sgt ble dpt taw i stiap ary solat at umh nan papa n mama..kdg2 uh i solat nan Mak Nah n Kak Salmah , org gaji at umh i tp i xpna aggp dorg cm org gji sme la cm Pak Bahar uh..erm ary demi ary i mkin brubh n i da xwt prangai bohsia i uh..i da buang jauh2 dlm laut mty hahaha..Irfan , Pak Bahar , Mak Nah n Kak Salmah la yg byk tlg i tok kmbali ke pgkl jln..yg plg byk menolong ofcoz la Irfan hehe..today 25/5/2005 , Irfan melamar i tok jd tmn idop dy..dy ajk i cpl hehe im so hepi to hear dat so tnpe pk pape i trus trime lmrn dy hehe da cm melamar na kawen pdhal cpl je un haha..i hope sgt2 dat Irfan la tmn idop i cmpai mty cz dy sgt3 baek n ley jd sorg hsbnd yg brtggungjwb..ble pk2 blek rse klakar un de ye la ktorg mle2 xsehaluan ag un dy pna bnci i an bt now xsgka ktorg brstu as a sweet cpl huhu..i sgt3 hepi cmpai mama n papa un plik ye la ttbe je i snyum sorg2 an hehe..i tell papa n mama bout dis n they're so hepi n hope dat jdoh kmi akn kekal cmpai akhir hyat..
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